Tragedy

It happened long ago, and it will never be as important as it once was, and each time it happens I care a bit less.

As the Real NeoAkira might say:
Consideration? gratitude? recognition? there was plenty, but you are blinded by your anger, and the fact that we were living extra hours is not a reachable idea for you, travel back in time, and honestly, tell yourself when it started to happen. Need a Hint? since day one. It was a decay process.